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July 03 gone with the windall the time i am trying to look for one who can understand me,and give me her support,but it is very hard...mostly i have to adjust myself to adopt to different situations.is it destined that i am a lonely one?maybe i am very needing heterosexual solace,even though i don`t think i am not a tough-minded one,when i experienced something,i am more and more afaid of telling some of my secrets to someone i think worth depending,i dare not give to receive,it is merely in love,because of like or love i did it.i should be more careful
what happened once is the regrettest thing i have had,i hurt her feeling,also i hurt myself.i have to pay for it,now i have taken the punishment
something can`t be pulled back once happened,learn from it,and get improved,no matter what i am guilty or not
back to normal life,i find i miss her less and less,to be friend is the right way,and give her some pray and blessing sometimes
now it has gone with the wind as the movie shows...now i am the one active like before,my dream is ahead,do keep moving,i will meet Mrs right on my way of career...
it is recorded to remember this point,the memory of good and painful memory
new life has started... June 25 time to say"what"?in such a situation,everyone will think much about the next step,so i will,and i am always considering the right point for me,sometimes i can`t fall asleep while i am lying in bed,i reconsider the situation again and again,but hard to find a way to go out,so i am a little lost,a little controdictory.maybe one of the turning point is coming,do i have a good preparation?this period is the worst time since i begun to work,i was appointted to do a design,now the drawings have been done waiting for producing,during the time,i learn much,the more i learn,the more eagerly i want to learn,it is not enough for me to take a design by myself,i have realized that...but this is not the right place to train my mind,i don`t think i will have a critical improvement of my ability to deal with something,this is a sentimental environment where the big cheeses are with an irrational mind,no effecicy,no regulation,no containment...i am afaid of disorder,i worry about i become accustomed to this pace of life,i worry about i will be changed by others,even if i am persising doing myself,for i don`t want to fload with others.
time to say goodbye,i am trying best....
sister didn`t do well in college entrance exams,so it is difficult for her to fit a better university,as her brother,i must find more information for her,for her future...
come on,buddy,don`t give up, don`t lose to myself June 19 cherishwe cherish it coz we lost it
once have a decision,never regret what lead to,just accept the result...every result caused by the decision, it can`t appear without any reasons
but mostly,we feel regreting having done something,that is because we did a irrational thing without a deep consideration, or did it with a impulse, it is useless to complaining of why we have done it,the right one is to make up the lost, so as to have the lost reduce to the lowest.
what was worse,we don`t realize what we should do if the same situations appear,but involved in regreting.the best way is to think about the reason,whether we have had a understanding of something or not?perhaps that is the essential reason for the result. try to learn something from that, don`t lose next time.
in our life, we can miss many beautiful things, but if we touch one,keep it and cherish it, try hard to avoid regretting,because that is the cruellest thing we have.
go ahead,be rational
if it is worth having, don`t refused,if u have lose once, dont make it happen again
at the crossroad of life, a very important choice is meaningful, don`t take a cursory decision June 11 sister`s college entrance examsSister lily has finished her exams,now there is enough time to relax,with a tough period of preparation for college entrance exams,she got it,3 months later she will go into campus enjoying her beautiful time,i am very happy,because i am waiting so long to see she finishes his high school work and become a college student,now she did it,i am satisfied with that reality,which is my family`s wish,now our kind grandma can feel relived as her brother i did less before. i didn`t appear when she was in dilemma,i felt guilty,without much concern on her i have to say sorry,sometimes one`s feeling must be felt by words or actions, but with silence.since mother left us,she has a little change,there was less and less communication between she and family members,my family is a strict place,only take a humor in a time… i have some saving for her college tuition fee,so she will not worry about it. i hope she can finish her college life with her new dream,and be a lovely and intelligent one June 10 busy livingbusy designing,busy walking,busy having meal,busy putting the mosquitoes away,busy skipping the website,busy chatting,busy duplicating revising,busy thinking,busy finding solutions,busy caring international issues and internal affairs…quit amazing,yum i have to make me working anytime, for goal,for better life,for what? how to get the destination?why am i so busy?for what? am i a little anxious? |
感谢访问！
西鸞 zhangwrote:
hi 謝謝你的鼓勵~~
一切都會好起來的
~ 
Apr. 25
Ke ke Liuwrote:
hiya...
how r u doing,buddy??
------keke
Apr. 23
Sisi zhangwrote:
hi
Nansen
this is Sisi
Sept. 20
Li Liwrote:
好羡慕的你的英语哦~~能够这么地自如地表达
Sept. 3
妞妞wrote:
很久没来了~知道你生活中发生了不少事，后悔自己没有及时出现，哪怕对你说一句安慰的话也好...
但是我知道，任何时候的你都不会脆弱，相信你。
Aug. 4
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