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the elder has back home,he should have lived a comfortable but he chosed to continue work,now it is high  time to have his later life more wonderful and productive,i know his  hobby can help him take his time,more important,he can enjoy his life with his family,that is great,hope him a good health

havent written something for long time,for my life is filled with busy work,i often overwork,it is overworking but overworking,i felt a little tired,without any praise what i got

was alway task and discount of salary,sometimes i really need some encouragement for a better reckon in my work

i know i should take the challege,but i need some rest somehow

i just want to say,that is a big pity absolutely,the situation makes him no any sence staying here,he is not be positioned in right place,just appointed to do something tired that couldnt show the value of himself,i really dont want him to leave this company,for company needs him,such a capable and experienced old man,who will plays an important part in the production management,his resign proves to be a loss of company.

 he is a kind elder who i can call him "grandfa" ,all of us respect him much,we like talking with him,and he alway gives us reasonable advices,it really is helpful,but he is gonna leave,what we can do is to pray for him,hope him a good health

i have had a dream last night,i dreamed my mother,she was quite weak,but she always talked to me,and mentioned my grandfather again and again,i know she did care my grandfather

i remembered i really want to cry when she talked to me,i hardly cant help stop my tears down,but i forced myself to endure this,for i dont want her to see my tears,i really dont want her to be sad

i remembered,during her last time,she sit on the bed leaning on my arm,watching her eyes listening to her voice,my heart nearly broken,i knew clearly i have less time to be with her,that time ,i cant help my tears anymore,why this happend to her?who can save her or last her life?my mother,my dear mother,i really dont want to lose u..

when the tears down my face,i was very very sad,but i didnt make any voice for avoiding being heard

one day later, she passed away,i saw her eys closed,i felt her body becoming cold,my dear mother,u left me in such a cruel way

on the burial,i wanted u back by crying loudly and mournfully,at that moment,my tears fell down with broken heart,i realized i would not see u any more,my dear mother,i love u,but i was so helpless

after her burial,my grandparents said,my mother was waiting to see me ,so she didnt close her eyes,until i was back from school,she wanted to see her son at her last time,i think they are right,if i knew this i wouldnt come back,because i hope her life would last longer,mum

i will call my father later

 

i got a question just now,it was about generation gap,when i chatted with a girl who is just 15 years old,i noticed a serious problem,it came from age,as i told her i have been 25,she merely replied"oh,generation gap",anyway she is the first one who bored after 1990s said so to me.what made me surprised was her attitide,without any conversation before,how did she make such a rediculous conclusion?the difference between age means generation gap?i didnt and dont know what she is thinking,maybe the biggest gap is from her attitude but not age which really shocked me much.

the people who bored after 1990s is really different from us who bored after 1980s,they are more open,free and more independent,with a compound knowlege,their ideas are more special indeed.take generation as an example,perhaps she didnt know what the really gap is,but makes it as judgement to evalue something she meets,i think she needs more mature education to promote the value standard

this is a serious problem,i think i will attach more importance to it while communicating with more younger people

一周了 都是干些体力活，安装设备，调试，挺累的，但也学到了不少钳工方面的知识

这周在这里完成了自己的第一次设计工作，垫片和非标螺母的设计，比较兴奋。。。

听过老板周末要过来，而且会带来一位高级工程师，看来这个天然的图书馆有多了一本书，我可以好好学学了

these days i work hard,try my best to finish every task,with a active attitude i am praised by my superior,that is cool

just now i remeber a phrase "dont push me",which means dont be strict with me,or dont astrict me,is also the name of one song,it really sounds good